It's not fair.
Goodbyes suck.

And friends like these just make you cry.

SUE CHUIN:
this is sam/hway-ern, the girl who has been in my life since the first day of primary.
my longest lasting close friend.
AND Y'KNOW WHY ?
cause she just wont leave me alone !
XDbut yeah, im gonna miss her.
did i say im gonna miss her ?
i meant, i miss her, cause she quit school already.
OMGWTH SAMANTHA CHONG IS A DROPOUT ! =oooo
lol. that was retarded.
okay..unlike ALL the others, im not gonna go all mushy.
because, im not good at it.
and besides, i dont have to be mushy
.sam already knows what she means to me, and vice versa.
soooo. i guess that's it.
TAKE CARE SAM/SAMMY/HWAY-ERN.

AME:
It was the day we would last remember Sam as.
The way she laughed, her sarcasm, her sweet smile and how her cheeks constantly flushed when she found her friends under the table scribbling on her card, only making you wanna pinch those rosy cheeks!
Its all these cute adorable things that makes her her.
And beneath it, I know a great friend exists.

One very hard to come by,
One which I'll have to learn let go in two weeks time.
No adjectives, no words will fully be able to describe how the night went.
It went well. She enjoyed it. We all did too.

MAE:
...I won't say that I have the best memory, but man, I think we've made some pretty good memories...You are the one I want to remember as we travel through the journey called life that seems to have separated the both of us...

SHARON:
...Samantha Chong!
I miss You.
I miss all the great, fun, non-sensical-laugh-our-butts off, happy, very happy, overly happy, high, extremely-high-due-to-the-massive-amount-of-coke-drank-phase (P.S. Prefects Camp), awesomely awesome, giggling-till-we-fell-off-the-chair, calling-each-other-up-when-we-had-nothing-else-better-to-do-other-than-talk-about-the-randomest-of-all-random-things- times.

Even the times, when we fought over the littlest of little things, when we argued about how I should stop talking loudly and be considerate towards the rest of the students in the class...I miss it all.
Oh, how I miss the days where you would stand right infront of the class to make a scene on how we should all just shut up cause there were lessons going on in the class right next to us.
I miss the times where we'd spent ranting and rambling about our sister classes and how we weren't getting along with them and how we weren't getting the respect we should have gotten. (All has changed now, tho)
I miss the times where I'd sit you down and assure you everything would be okay when you were unsure with life and all the hurdles which were charging like a great big red bull towards you.
I miss the times where you would comfort me when I cried my eyeballs out during school after getting my heart broken again and again.
I miss the ever-so-long calls we had, rambling on and on about your love life and how you were getting on with it.
I miss the times where you'd stand right infront of me during morning drill and we'd be having our hidden conversations about your-you-know-who while announcements were being made.
I miss the times when we'd all group together to plan the next story plot for Steffi, Mae, Kay, Scar, Langton, Fullham, Logan, Sean, Amber and the list goes on and on.
I miss the times where you'd shout his name right at me to get my attention!

So here I am now, and as I slowly think and re-think of the most suitable words to say.
I want you to know, that you've been a great blessing to me.
A great blessing to others.
A great blessing to everyone you've met in this whole entire 15 years of your life.
You've always kept me happy when I was feeling a little down.
With that smile of yours, I gather.
You've been an inspiration to us all, Sam. And I can never thank you enough for that.

Never give up, Sammy.
Know that your bestest budds are still right behind you to catch you when you're about to stumble and fall.
As we continue to live our separate lives, know that I'll never ever ever forget you and what you've done in my life.
Be it bad experiences which made our friendship fall way down into that bottom pit or good experiences which has made us grow stronger as friends throughout the years, I'll always cherish them with all my heart.

Perhaps Sharon was the first one that made me cry. =[

STEPH:
...See, Samantha Chong's been my longest best friend ever, AND I EFFIN MISSED HER FAREWELL...
I'm so gonna miss you!I'm sorry that this is all I can say, but just know that you'll always be planted in my heart as my sister, my best friend, no matter how far the distance between us may seem to be.Oh, and bring back a hot American ok?

CHIEN MING:
Samantha, we will never forget you!
Okaayyy...short.
But still meant a lot.

You GUYS!
Seriously.
Just reading these messages alone make me feel like curling up in my room and crying my eyes out. And I've been holding it together these last few days.

Does it need to take me a goodbye to see how much I value these wonderful people that I've come to know and love?

I suddenly feel like calling my dad's boss and demanding that he not send my dad over.
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